The Girl

A girl, crying with blood from her wrists pouring onto the floor. One for every hurtful word that was said to her this morning at school, 1,2,3,4, blood dripping onto the floor, 5,6,7,8, any deeper and she'll be lat, she can't take it anymore, she's hurting, No one is there for her. She feels empty, 3 attempts down the drain, physical self pain makes it bearable, last night she made an appointment. More like a meet up, she s going to try something that people say ease the pain, but there is another reason she wants to try it, it can be deadly when mixed with medication, looking in the bathroom cabinet she finds one of hr mothers bottle of pills, she also takes some extra pain pills and leaves with the two things in her purse, bandages under her dress sleeves over her wrists where her cuts are but would never know because she is better at hiding it than most people, makeup mixed with tears does an excellent job just like scars and lies, they go perfect together. She meets her appointment and pays him, he gives her the package she paid for, this is going to be the first time, she leaves the guy and goes to a party her best friend is throwing, all the pain that she indures, No one can blame her, she vows to stop caring what other people think, she is done, she already bought a tighter so before she goes in, she takes a couple of huffs, she coughs the first times but then gets used to it, a sense of carelessness comes over her, a sense of freedom and anger all in one, in her blood red dress she walks into her best friends house, where the party is going on. All eyes turn to her , her jet black hair over her shoulders, blunt still in between her fingers she takes another huff and proceeds to the sofas where she see's an empty singles sofa, she walks to it but gets pushed out of the way by the girl who's tortured her for as long as she can remember, before this drunk girl could sit down her hair is pulled and she stumbles out of the way, the girl whose name is Rebecca yelps in pain as our girl plalces the lit blunt on Rebecca's bare skin. The girl, whose name you will soon find out sits on the sofa, she puts the rest out and watches as her best friend approaches her, his name is Blake, his nickname is Blade, why? she doesn't know, he sits on the chair next to her but doesn't say anything because one the music is too loud and two he is dissapointed in her but understands. Their favorite song, SexyBack by Justin Temberlake come on so he hold's his hand out and she takes it while standing up. She surprisingly is actually very full of life instead of regular tired symptoms, they go the dance floor and start dancing when the song In The Dark by Dev [feat. Flo Rida] came on, she saw some girl pull Blade making him dance with her, he seemed to like it, usually she would stop dancing when blade was stolen but instead she continued to dance when she felt a body behind her, she turns around to see a girl with blue green eyes, brown hair, faint freckles, you could tell that she was all muscle and she wore a tight black T-shirt and black shorts with a wolf on the pockets, all in all she was beautiful, her name is Dakota, the bad girl, Dakota was already worrying and a small bit attracted to her and now with the small bad girl aura she is even more attracted, our girl does a surprising thing and asks if Dakota wanted to dance, now Dakota was surprised but accepts anyway. Someone tried to hand them drinks now that's where she draws the line and apparently so does Dakota, a couple of hours later it was time for them to go, Dakota asks if she would like a ride on her motorcycle, of course our girl says yes, and because she took the uber, she didn't need to worry about leaving her car. Once they got to her house and she gave Dakota her phone number and vice versa before she goes inside Dakota says " see you later Sierra" She smiles as she watches Dakota ride off, Sierra then goes inside, ignoring her slut of a father doing some slut and goes straight to her room as her father tries to call her name, and 'explain' everything. she locks the boor behind her, It helped numb the pain but only a little she goes to the bathroom and takes her razor blade out, she turns the cold water on, putting her wrist under the running water, and the razor slowly cuts the skin, once it is out of the water blood drips and when the pain hits it numbs the emotional pain.

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